Life is really lifen but God. Its a saying I find myself saying alot lately. Last Monday we had a homegoing celebration for my dad He is with the Lord now. On that very Thursday I lost my cousin, can you say double ouch. I really don't know how to feel right now. What I do know is it's okay not to be okay. I was listen to the Willie Moore Jr. show and he said you have to feel it to heal it. That is a very true statement, Grief is different for everyone and there is no right or wrong way to grieve. What I do know is that God never leaves us or forsakes us. When we mourn God will be our comfort (Matthew 5:4). I really love my Church (RVA) City Church my Pastor Nicole Bradley is so connected with the Father not knowing what was happening in the natural she prepared me for what was to come. I am convinced of who God is so in every situation I know who I need to be. She gave me the stength to endure all that has happened and helped me to realize that is okay not to be okay. God is my strenghth for right now i'm weak but strong because He lives in me (2 Corinthians 12:9-10). There is a cerntain level of peace and joy when you know what you know about God and I am 10000% convinced of who God is and what He does so I know that this too shall pass and it's okay not to be okay. Be honest with yourself because God knows all and you not fooling Him. The first step to healing is being honest about how you feel and realizing it's okay not to be okay, trust God for he will turn your sorrow to joy in due time.(John 16:16,20; Psalms 30:11-12, Jeremiah 31:13) #MaybeThisHelps
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